The shattered jar now spills its perfume

Brokeness....its as rough as it sounds.

I have been facing many personal issues alone. Ones I need to have my heart changed for. In fact, the more I look at what CHrist wants the more Im convinced it requires a heart change. What I cant believe is how much I need changing, but Thank God Im not alone!!

So...these past couple of days have been very breaking. Work, new room, everything. Even how I act is being critiqued...its good but not always the best thing to hear, especially after 5am workouts in 22 degree weather. But oh well, persevere and strangth comes.

Im actually grateful Im here. I met great people. I have a great female friend named Kayla Chappell...(yes the same pronounciation as Dave Chappell) she's from Oregon. In liberty personality terms...i believe SCD...in a personality test (if you know what this means) Flagmatic Melancholly....ya look it up if you know. its too long to explain.

dont freak out I...also meet some great dudes as well. I cant date for a year, so its OK!! sheesh, next thing i know people will be asking about kayla... There's Chuck, Danny, Tyler, Eric, Zack, Zech(pronounced zach), Josh, Tony, and Paul...all but the first are my roommates/core team. They are hilarious!! There is also Andrew and Cheerios...they are so funny!!

Me and Kayla are just sitting here. She is a Vegeterian...so she doesnt eat meat. And after a "we have no time to fully cook the chicken due to wednesday night service going so late" i wont eat chicken for a week...haha.

We are very opposite in personality we found out. Like Im very "HI!" and meet everyone and get out there and just....AHH!!!!...haha. But Kayla is very reserved. She is shy, in fact when I first met her, she was like.."oh.........hi" its hilarious. But we are coffee buddies so its cool.

So ATL....I dont want to see her name on banners when I visit!! OH im planning to visit during easter! YAY!!!!!